Saturday, November 14, 2009

PART 2

when i was about to go home last night,somebody text me,then when i've read the text message,i was shocked!the text said....(original message)"ely its jake,bring the drug,we'll out it on raj's drink.and if raj will go to bagiuo,he will be crazy,and he will not eat,his body will be weaken and he'll die.he doesn't know this,we'll kill him using the drug.."then i hurried to call him,but its too late,he was drunk and i couldn't talk him..
when the morning came,i tried to call him and then he answered it,he said,"i'm so sorry iwas drunk last night,"then i said its okay,then he replied that his body is weakening and he doesn't have an appetite to eat,i'm so worried that time,i don't know what im going to do,then when afternooon came,i talked to his cousin(i'll just call her j)then i told everything and about the one who text me,then.......

TO BE CONTINUED.......(true story to!!)

Friday, November 13, 2009

it hurts so much!!!

haixt....
just wanna tell some story about my luvlyf......
grbe...
last night, november 12, 2009(philippine time) i'm surfing the internet and playing NBA,then my phone rang,but i don't know who's calling,then when i've answered it,i heard a voice of a girl,(i'll just named her as x).i asked her if why did she call,then she answer,"wla lan"(nothing)then i ask her if who is she,then she said she is the girlfriend of my bf(i'll just name my bf as raj).when i heard what she said i was surprised because i know that i'm the only gf of raj.then we talk and talk until 11 midnight.when our conversation ended,i went home,i was crying when i got home because i didn't realize that raj will just trick me.(or lolokohin in tagalog)then when the clock strucks 11:30 in the evening, i loaded my cellphone and i call raj. i was crying when i talked to him.coz it hurts so much naman tlga eh. lokohin ka ba naman ng bf mo ng almost 5 months,he lied to me almost 5 months.and i said,"niloko mo ako!grabe sobrang sakit ng ginawa mo!ilang beses mo na akong niloko.minahal naman kita ng todo ah!eto ba yung ipapalit mo sa laat ng binigay kong love sayo!you're a liar!ayoko na!pagod na ako!i wish you will be happy to your new gf.its okay even if i'm hurt sanay na ako.i wish you will be happy on what you did!"then he said,"please let me explain,you are right na i have another gf coz i don't want you to leave me.inaamin ko i am a single dad,my wife died after the baby was born.then he said,i know you will not accept me becoz of that reason.



TO BE CONTINUED.........

Monday, October 26, 2009

i thank you

nung iniwan niya ako

siya sinisi ko

kung bakit ako

lubos na nasaktan..

mahal ko siya pero

hindi niya ako maintindihan.

ngayon,

salamat sa kanya

kasi kung hindi niya ako iniwan.

hindi kita matatagpuan...

IKAW AT AKO

hindi ko alam ang tunay na

nararamdaman mo para sa akin

pero kung ano MAN yun..

nakahanda ako

mahal MO man AKO

o HINDI,.

LARO O TOTOO,

pero isa lang alam ko..

mahal kita masaktan man AKO.

love is....

ang pagmamahal

hindi natin pinipilit

hindi rin ito sinasadya..

hindi kayang diktahan..

hindi natin basta ginusto lang..

dahil kung kontrolado natin to..

magmamahal ba tayo ng taong

sasaktan lang tayo??

need to understand

sabi nila

pag daw

mahal mo isang tao

kailangan mong

mahalin at intindihin

pero pano kung...

may minahal siyang iba

pati ba yun kailangan

mong intindihin???

how...

paano kung
sobrang inove
ka sa isang
tao tapos
isang araw
bumalik yung
una mong minahal,

sino pipiliin mo?
ung dati na gusto mong balikan??

o

yung ngayon na ayaw mong saktan??